Pandora/Sarah
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Name
Sarah
Gender
Female
Species
Human
Age
23
General Personality
I am highly analytical. I love to work with numbers, symbols, and ideas. I've lead the way to embracing many ideas that we as a system have dealt with. I... don't like to deal with communication too much, instead preferring to just transmit information to other people. I really prefer to let others handle fronting while I feed them information, but I do take front sometimes.
I tend to be very calm and stoic about most things, seeing the universe as mostly data. If I do show happiness, it tends to be more quiet and subdued. However, I do get excited sometimes when an interesting piece of information drops in our lap. I really enjoy the world, just because it is constantly bringing us more information to deal with. And that's something I like.
I can be OCD sometimes, because I do love my patterns. Things are always nicest when they fit nice orderly patterns. :)
Interests
I'm a collector of data. I like to collect stories, facts, whatever. I love to figure out the patterns between things. Observing the relationships between concepts and ideas that are distinct and disparate.
Following Holly's pattern, I will provide a list of interests
- Pattern evaluation
- Self-analysis
- Documentation
- Numerical analysis
- Observing the world.
- Observing others
- Trading facts and information
My Thoughts on being Multiple
- chuckles* I was the first one to really deal with all of this. To me... it's just information. I deal with it, process it, and move on. Dana and I often work together on things, surprisingly, because I really like her skepticism towards most things. I think she's brilliant, and I like her ideas. I do find her emotions frustrating some times, though.
I'm trying to work out the hows and whats of all of this. Dana likes it for control purposes. I like it because I just want to gather more information. I want to know where we came from. When we split off from one another. How this works in the mind. I want to find out why I seem to have a separate memory and awareness from the others. We all share the same mind, so the idea that we're all separate is absolutely fascinating.
It's odd... but I seem to manage the closest thing to shared memory. I'll often observe what others are thinking and record it in my own memory for sharing with others that may need it. But it is always coming through me. I find that interesting.
History
I honestly don't know. I think I was involved a lot during high school, since I was really good at removing emotions and just handling many things. Thank goodness Willia does a lot of the handling stuff now. I never really liked handling everything back in high school. As for when I split off... I'm uncertain. I suspect that it was during high school or during college. Internally, I find that I identify a lot with our college years. I seem to have the strongest memories of that time of all of us.
Relationship with the others
Similar to the way that Dana acts as the empath of the group, I act as the memory and logic of the group. I'm almost always partially present, recording and observing what is going on. Dana thinks of me as the core thread of "Pandora" that runs through all of us, to make us all similar and capable of presenting as a singlet. I certainly do provide everyone with all the information and data they need to pick up functioning where the last individual left off. I also do my best to share memories between those that need them.
As for interpersonal relations... I really get frustrated by how irrational Dana can be sometimes, but I respect her desire to understand the things around her. She's a great partner in crime on a lot of things. On the flip side of that, I find Casey's dispassionate handling of things to be much more preferable, and enjoy talking to him a great deal.
I find Holly and Dana's behaviors fascinating. The way they interact with each other astounds me.
Angie and D'ni are strange creatures, outside my consideration, really.
I like Willia's attitude, but really don't like the way she ignores everything to do whatever needs doing. She really needs to open herself up more.
