Pandora/Holly
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Name
Holly
Gender
Female
Species
Human
Age
15
General Personality
I'm a pretty fun loving individual. I love adventures and excitement and danger. I'm quite an adrenaline junkie. People sometimes ask me if I'm manic. I'm just REALLY REALLY REALLY happy about the world! I mean... OMIGOSH! The world is so freaking amazing and beautiful and shiny and eeeeeee! Have you ever just sat and stared at a brick wall? No?! You should! It really is amazing! :P
No seriously. It really is.
But you might not believe me.
Whatever!
Interests
I have a rather wide range of interests. I love love love love anything that gets my adrenaline going, whether it be an exciting tumble off a hill or a passionate romp in bed or being suffocated or having a really intense debate with someone. I just love that fire that gets inside you and you feel like you're flying. Hmmm.... Let's make a list of things that make me happy!
- Passionate wild sex
- Passionate and silly make out sessions
- Being beaten so hard that my skin starts to bleed
- Pain. OMIGOD pain.
- Running, exercising, etc.
- Dancing with wild abandon
- Laughter
- New experiences
- Playing with space ships and toys
- Playing pretend
- Success on some project that we've been working on
My Thoughts on being Multiple
I guess it doesn't really bother me that much. Dana has been working very hard over the past six months or so to completely repress me and prevent me from being able to present myself in the world. I've come out a few times, but only rarely, and only partially. Dana was making sure to clamp down VERY VERY hard on everything. She... really doesn't like me. My presence is probably one of the most triggery parts of this whole thing for her. But now that we're all working together more, I've been popping out more, and GODS is it nice to be free to be myself again. Being forced to work under Dana for so long really made me very sad. I think that even Dana was starting to realize that she was killing off a big part of us about a month ago and had been starting to work on finding ways of bringing me back. But Sarah beat her to the punch, I guess! :) Yay!
History
(Sarah) We believe that Holly was created at some point when we internalized the idea that hyperactivity was something wrong. In order to compartmentalize that part of ourselves, we put all of that hyper-ness into Holly. The exact time of this event is unknown. We know that the mental patterns that are Holly were part of the whole system for many years, but we are uncertain as to when they became distinct on their own. It may have been as recent as six months ago, when we were, as a system, trying to remove that part of ourselves completely. We also note that Holly carries with her a great deal of our sexuality that we've been afraid of. That, in itself, seems rather significant. Dana, as we know, is obsessed with control, and Holly represents a great deal of enjoyment of NOT being in control. It is no wonder that they are frequently in conflict with one another.
Holly seems to be more of an artist, liking writing code, playing video games like DDR, Guitar Hero, and SimCity. There is a high degree of tension between Holly and Dana, which started back in early high school when Holly was told that she could not play pretend any more.
